I have spent too many years serving thoughts that love my attention, but they are all lies. The truth is I opened myself up to this stream, the stream of unworthiness where I sat at the feet of not good enough and looked up hoping for a sign.
I found Judgement staring down at me with fury and anger but still I cried because I wanted it to change. I wanted Judgement to hug me tight, love me right.
Judgement never wavered. He knows who she is. And now in the game of inches I am starting to crawl out from under the rock that fell, once upon a time, and told me I had better hide because I was wrong.
XXOO Sandra
